I want to get the hell out of here.
I don't want to ever leave because I'm going to miss everyone so much!
I want to go on co-op, but I'm scared that I'm going to screw it all up and get an awful review and have it not count.
I want to just lay here and cry, but I have to pack up.
I don't want to ever turn off my computer or disconnect from the ethernet.
I don't want to ever do anything with RITSMA again, but I'm going to miss it so much because it became part of my life(or it became my life, depending on your point of view).
and I guess I should send this since I started writing it at 8am.