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Wow.. too much thinking.. brain hurts...

I have this awful self-esteem problem... and I'm realizing it more and more lately. And it's not what you're thinking, either. I don't have a low-self esteem like some people... I have a freakin' high-self esteem problem. It's so damn annoying! I feel invinsible... and if something bad does happen, I just shrug it off... I could be having the worst day in the world and it will never really effect me. .... and this pisses me off... atleast, for a little while... I can't be mad at anyone, I can't hold a grudge, I can't be in a bad mood for more than, like, 30 minutes... What the hell is wrong with me?!?!? Geez.

Oh, and it doesn't help that I think that I'm the best thing goin', either. I don't know how I manage to not come off as a total bitch.

And then I read over what I have so far for this entry, and all I see are good qualities. I mean, can self confidence be bad? But then I think that's my ego talking.. so I start to doubt everything that I think or say 'cuz it's coming from viewing the world through this silk-screen of self-immortalization. Gah.

What does anyone think? Truthfully, please. :-)

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sajego
May. 13th, 2002 06:21 pm (UTC)
You really remind me a lot of me... but not the me that my friends ever got to know... cause my self esteem gets beaten down by missing out on most conversations.... so I guess you remind me of the me that I know.

That can't be bad right?
Want some Jelly Bellys?
tenthz
May. 13th, 2002 08:31 pm (UTC)
oooh.. Jelly Bellys.. any Dr. Pepper?
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