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It's been a while...

I have yet to fully understand myself... Why am I so needy? What happened to the 'independent Catherine'? The one who was perfectly content not being around people constantly? Will it be impossible to go back to the way it was? Will I always feel this sort of void when I'm not dating someone? Is there something wrong with needing a person so much that it hurts? I'm inclined to say yes, but is that because I was brought up with the mind set that no one should ever rely on anyone? Or do I consider needing someone to be some sort of weakness? Is there a reason I couldn't just leave well enough alone instead of wreaking something that was almost perfect? Is this quest for the perfect relationship totally in vain? Should I stop asking so many questions and just continue with my life? Is there a reason the 'Q' isn't next to the 'U' on the keyboard? Okay... I think that's enough to think about for the night...

Help!

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thwack
Feb. 10th, 2002 12:19 am (UTC)
I've been feeling the exact same way for months... heck, years. The ironic thing about being single is you're not alone.

And there IS a reason Q isn't next to U on the keyboard... you see, our current keyboard layout was designed back in the days of manual typewriters. They intentionally separated letters that were likely to be typed next to each other frequently so that the hammers wouldn't get tangled. Isn't that interesting? :)
tenthz
Feb. 10th, 2002 07:12 am (UTC)
Q is my favourite letter.
thwack
Feb. 10th, 2002 07:19 am (UTC)
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...even when playing Scrabble?
tenthz
Feb. 10th, 2002 07:24 am (UTC)
Yes, even when playing scrabble! If you get it towards the beginning or even in the middle of a game, it can do wonders for your score.... Did I tell you about the time I had "equinox"? Do you have any idea how many points that was? :-D
thwack
Feb. 10th, 2002 07:45 am (UTC)
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Yes you did, last time we played Scrabble. :-P
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